I am a Freak of Nature

It is confirmed, I am a freak of nature. There is no reason why the medications I am taking/using should not work. But the good Doctor is now putting me on some new cutting edge stuff that is supposed to help. Either that or kill me.

Either way it will fix my breathing problem. Also took enough blood to feed a small family of vampires, but they claim it is for tests. 1 of which I wont get the results back for at least 6 weeks.

So I now have to use a nebulizer (breathing machine) at least 6 times a day. 3 times a day with 2 different medications mixed in, then 2 times a day with the “new” medication (which I have to withdraw from a vial with a hypodermic needle) and then 1 time a day with the old standby Albuterol. At the end of a 6 dose day I am now so FUCKING wired I cant sit still.

And it is not like back in the day Yo, when I experimented with various substances. Oh Fuck No. There is NO FUCKING HIGH!!!

Just the Down/Crash and Burn, shakes, sweats, nausea and feeling like I have been hit with a fucking baseball bat.

Man I am a BITTER old man.

And because of all this the Doctor says, “Several more weeks out of work, until I can get the results of all these tests back“.

My bank account has now run dry. And if work lets me go because I can not function in the capacity I was hired for, what can I do? I mean really. So I lose my Insurance as well as my job. Even though it may only be a temporary situation as it stands right now. At least I pray that it is.

Because as everyone knows it is so fucking simple to get other insurance when you are on record with having a pre-existing condition.

Right now I HATE the World.  I cant think straight / Clearly and I wish I was in England where they have socialized Medicine and not have to go broke and lose everything.

Instead we feed the Greed of Corp America. FUCK YOU!

Pissed off Wheezing, Jittery, Crazy Fucking,

DRAGON